This is the street where it all started. This is in San Miguel Iloilo. Now I'm announcing the towns name.
Went back here after so many years. The house of my tita is big now since she was a nurse in New York for so long. The old house was retained and was converted as a servants quarter where I used to live. The old mango tree was still there. Didn't have time to take a picture.
It was mind boggling for me to go back. I visited my Lola's grave. Wanted to roam around town but was scared that I will meet people who abused me before. From I heard from my tita...they look very old now..they are in their 60's already. Damn, that's too old for me. I don't wanna be scared seeing them again.
I'm in boracay now celebrating new years eve here. I have my own cottage with a balcony and a table where I can write. I guess I can only write if I'm secluded from Manila.
Can somebody help me summarize what happened in this book and loopholes...there are characters that I completely forgot to put in. Just comment here.
As I mentioned before, I'm no longer in love with Jake. He's still around and he's my friend in FB. He has his own life...a life that I don't wanna live. I proceeded with my corporate ladder way and he is still going out with girls and gays...for money.
I guess we can't change some people. The only people that we can change is ourselves.
Happy new year to everybody. At least I'm back here. For now, I will just blog what's happening to me until I will have the urge to continue the book.
From the Author: Fox
I'm really sorry for the readers of Parausan. Maraming nangyari sa buhay ko and I think you also have the right to know what's going on in my life.
Well, I'm into real estate now, but most of the time, I'm based abroad like the US, Singapore, Malaysia, etc.
So definitely, I can't have any time to continue the book. As much as I want to continue the story, a lot of things enters my mind....
I think I have to confess that the real reason why my inspiration with the book went down is because I am no longer in love with Jake.
Funny thing is, I thought that love was forever...hindi pala....kahit sobrang attracted kami sa isa't isa. I settled with my former...and we have been together for the past 15 years now.
I am currently here in Kuala lumpur...sick with colds and flu...in a hotel..
I can't even compose this post...magulo din...magulo utak ko in short...I tried to publish other books like sabi ng dyos...but the story is too deep and scientific in nature.
Or siguro, I'm scared to make a mistake in typing the next chapters...dahil dati kasi maganda na ang story...tapos dahil sa gulo ng utak ko...magugulo din ang story.
We writers goes with our moods and emotions...what we write is what we really are...it is our manifestations...our deep thoughts...
That's all for now...
Asa Cebu si Carla nung tumawag si boy sa kanya.
"oh my God" yun ang unang response ni Carla.
"Don't worry Carla maayos din namin yan" sabat ni Boy
"Please boy...you know he isn't that well yet at hindi na kumpleto yung treatment ni jake"
"You mean Mark?"
"Mark, Jake, Rey...whatever..isang tao lang yan Boy"
"Eh yung Jordan?" sabat ni Boy
Tumahimik ng matagal si Carla. Akala ni Boy ay naputol ang line.
"Carla..u there?" pero wala pa ding sumasagot ng kamuntikan ng ibaba ni boy at sinabi na
"Akala ko wala ka na"
"Yes..ano ulit yun?"
"Sana maka punta ka dito..I know its very risky, but I think I have Richard and his group under control"
Habang hinihimas ni Carla ang kanyang tyan na 8 months na...
"Boy...I will try"
"hmm...that doesn't sounds like you Carla"
"Ewan ko boy..lately...masama parati pakiramdam ko"
"But Carla...Jake can die and we don't know his situation..this is a matter of life and death...but anyways...we really need you here..alam mo naman
ikaw lang ang close ni Jake"
"I know....okay..I will really try Boy"
Binaba ni Carla ang phone. Nag iisip ng malalim at kina kausap ang sarile.
"My God...what is happening...God please save Jake...don't take him away from me...at alam mo dinadala ko ang anak nya..."
Ng Biglang humagulgol si Carla at nag sisigaw...
"Buntis with Jordan!!....oh God...why? si Jordan!..."
Lumuhod si Carla sa sahig habang umi iyak...di nya malaman kung ano gagawin at kung pano nya itatago at itatanggi na buntis sya.
End of Part 1
Already started updating the book even though it is very hard for me. I miss the book so much specially the characters I had made. I miss their world...even though I'm in a different world of my own.
They said..that nothing is impossible if you really want it. So here it is...as usual....if I start writing, everything turns out different from my original plan or script...I just let the heavens flow in my head and type.
Hope everybody will be happy now...and no more personal issues about myself.
Words of Wisdom by Fox
In this life, we have to make the most out of it. We don't have second chances...it is the only life we have..so don't fail it.
SABI NG DYOS - a new book by fox
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Upcoming book - SABI NG DYOS
This is a story of an ordinary girl who is a middle class who lives in sampaloc manila. Her parents were watching television when he thought her parents were watching a horror movie. The suprise comes when she saw the pope inaugurated at vatican, and she saw Satan instead wearing a red robe with the pope’s accessories.
This is the beginning of her search and trauma whom to tell what she saw. Nobody would believe her and everybody thought she was crazy. But..she knows..she can’t keep this loud for she knows people will crucify her..thinking all her surroundings were catholics.
This girl is a deans lister and very good in logic and math. She has a boyfriend who also is an ordinary guy.
At first the girl just ignored what she saw..but visions kept on coming..even newspaper pictures shows the face of satan.
Disaster were striking from every part of the globe..but just like an ordinary day, nobody was thinking that the end is coming.
First 3 chapters will explain her background and what her moves are...
The 4th chapter, she will meet this muslim girl in quiapo where she goes to church. She bought from the stores and there was a newspaper stand beside them. She glimpse throught the newspaper and natakot sya..nakita ng muslim girl. “miss bakit”...then that is the start of their friendship. “Nakikita mo rin” “anong nakikita” “yung sa dyaryo” “hindi sya diba” “haaaaaa?” “si satanas sya diba” “alam mo din” oo”....tapos nagyakapan silang dalawa habang umiiyak ng hagulgol....”salamat..may kasama ako”...”oo...ako din..kala ko baliw nako”
3 chapters will explain their venture together .
the 7th chapter..they will be on TVin a not so serious talk show. They will try to break their silence on what happened. Everybody will laugh at them..even the host..and they will be scolded and cut short.
Then the funny thing happened...they will receive a call..from a guy...”asan kayo ngayon” “sino ho ito” “basta” “magkita tayo” “ hindi ho kami sumasama kahit kanino” “wala kaming oras makipag txt mate “ “nakita din namin...pause..si satanas sa dyaryo”..”huh..sino ho ito” wag ka na magtanong...”ngayon pa lang..may naghahanap na sa inyo at balak kayong patayin.” “kami lang ang pwede mag protekta sa inyo”
The group is compose of a priest, a senator, 4 confidante, a nun, and 2 people who had seen it. All of them had visions although they cannot see the real picture of satan. They know they have to do something and start from a third world country.
The rest of the book will tackle in fighting a bishop from CBCP..who is an agent of Satan.
The next book will be the pope visit to manila...and they will meet their international connection in europe.